the one & only hello, NAME is me. There are many things that i want to do, despite saying that i will do them after A's, i wonder if i will. teleport chaiyue jolene xavier Daniel michelle cheryl jialing audrey peiwen kevin edison vanessa jovian samantha xueting anne nicholas cass felicia peiqi natalie chaneline elizabeth randy dingyuan elvyn justin CJ alica eirene vivien rishi joanne anabelle leexian darren shijie andrew iqbal joseph bernice ryan kaichuen jocelyn liselle milu arthur ngeederk guanwen marie james roderick menghwee inghian aggie Benji NgeeDerk deborah katrina chengcheng maurice sherrie philip donna qinghuang belmont jiahong zhiyun charlene RCIY Mr Praetorai christus dominus choir TWILIGHT online links take a bow designer:upand-down[c] icon:photobucket whisper

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 something is wrong with my blogger.. o.o i hope this doesnt last long. i was just feeling abit sad whenever i visit this friend's profile page.. or just happen to see his shoutout or whatever in my homepage. i wonder what happen. surely, it is my fault, for not even trying to. furthermore, its my fault that it happened in the first place anyways. it seems as though this mistake is unammendable (not sure if there's such word). but to be very close friends ago seem like an impossible thing to do anymore. maybe its just self pity i am feeling for the lost and so on. its horrible of me to think of some thoughts some times, but its true. its jealousy. i am sorry abt that. that is what, that i am hiding from you all along, for keeping myself and distance myself away from you, one and a half years ago. take care my friend.